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Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Hope Is Not Lost

Every day is such a mystery.  Just when we think everything is going almost perfectly, a wrench gets thrown in the mix and totally messes everything up.  I don't always understand the reasons for these changes.  Recently, they've been very trying on my faith.  Not my faith in God, but my faith in myself.

Things that at one point I felt so sure were answered prayers from God, suddenly seem like dead ends.  Was I wrong for ever believing they were answered prayer? Evidence shows that I wasn't wrong.  Why, then, are these same blessings quickly turning into black holes for me? With every wave crashing it is getting harder to stay afloat.

Monday, October 13, 2014

Remembering The GOOD in Goodbye

"Waiting for the end to come, wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned, it's out of my control.
Flying at the speed of light, thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid, it's hard to let you go...

Sitting an empty room, trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last, I wish it wasn't so...

The hardest part of ending is starting again."

Waiting For The End - Linkin Park

"Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope but failure's all you've known?
Remember all the sadness and frustration, and let it go...

Iridescent - Linkin Park

Slowing down long enough to appreciate the beautiful things that keep me busy!